I'm a cryer...

So yesterday was Sunday and i got up and felt a little less depressed than the night before. I went to church and as we were singing I started to cry because i was thinking of camp. Its a long story but but something snapped and i was just a mess. Anyways that night i was reading my Jesus Calling book and it was talking about healing. If you couldn't tell i was kinda depressed Saturday night and this passage really spoke to me. But right now i just pray that God will heal the insecurity inside of me that causes this depressed state. Life sucked this morning when i woke up 5 minutes before my bus came.....yay so yeah that sucked. Sorry my life is so boring and i don't even know what this thing is even about anymore...sigh

When my life isnt anything

So maybe you have stumbled across this by accident or maybe you know me personally, but either way you are now reading about my boring journey on trying to be perfect in Gods eyes. Unfortunantly for me I can never be perfect. who knows when i will accept that... but anyways here is little bit about me. So i am a big list maker so heres my list of top priorities.
1) God my Faith and relationship with Christ comes before anything.
2)School (well i might as well be honest that the pressure to succeed puts it at the top of  the list)
3)My family and friends
4)Cheerleading(but im not so sure about this anymore)
So if you ar still reading i would like to inform you that my life is dull and really the purpose of this is to find the missing piece of my heart which i have a feeling tha its not spending time with God. Anyways im gonna go continue being my loner self.
-Claire